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Honours exams, Steve Jobs’ death and BB woes.

Thursday, October 13th, 2011

One might liken the nine or so months of UNISA’s accounting honours to being pillaged by ruthless criminals continuously in a fiery pit, and one would be spot on. However the frightful wait for results and the prayers for a miraculous pass still hang in the air like a bad odour. It’s been over a week since the final blow in the epic beating that the final exams distributed, and only now are my senses beginning to awaken with my creative mind stirring from its slumber.

The last week however has brought news that has shaken the world and revealed the stupidity on which it lies.

Steve Job’s death was a terrible blow on my joyous first day of holiday. I find myself saddened by a man’s death whom I never knew, but who I’ve watched with admiration since the launch of the iPhone. The only Apple products I’ve had the privilege of owning are iPods, all of which were gifts. I’m oddly obsessed with a company whose products I can’t afford, but who can blame me when the shiny Apple logo mesmerises my battered mind?

Then of course there’s the disgusting episode with Blackberry’s RIM. Not disgusting because of what happened, but disgusting because of how people reacted. With the internet service down loud morning and gnashing of teeth ensued on social networks everywhere. Really, we should have all been rejoicing that the evil technology monster that has consumed our lives was injured. Instead people everywhere jumped onto those strange computer things and wailed at the loss of their so called social lives.

This also allowed the opportunity for technophobes everywhere to jump on the band wagon and whack each other with a proverbial I told you so stick. As if they themselves created the products they mindlessly worship, the all out war for who has the better product had a douse of fuel added to its fire.

With an entire month at my finger tips I plan to march on with making great videos and then begging people to watch them. How fascinating we humans are that we need constant praise from our peers. By the way, if you just read this, you must be extremely good looking. I’m going to go look at myself in the mirror, you have yourself a good day.

Study Postponing Skills

Saturday, March 5th, 2011

That’s right, you’re not alone. I too am an expert procrastinator when it comes to studying those boring subjects. The cool subjects are always easy. You already know most of the stuff because it was interesting enough to keep your attention in class. The boring ones aren’t so easy, and when you’re doing your honours in accounting it’s verging impossible.

 

However, every so often, I break the bounds and perform that verging impossible task of studying. Unfortunately it never adds up to enough, but it’s the thought that counts right? Nope, nobody cares about what you thought. They just want results. Lame.

 

Thankfully we have other things to do in life that make it more interesting than sleep, eat, study and exercise. OK, if you’re fat you can probably take off the last bit, although perhaps you should seriously consider adding it, your call.

 

This week included an excursion to the beach to test out a different studying environment. Although it was surprisingly successful, it still couldn’t subtract from the horror of death taxes. To celebrate my parents 23rd anniversary we went to watch a very good comedian at a nearby theater. It was good to laugh so much. A simple person tried to get onto the stage at one point. Sad, but completely hysterical to watch.

 

Also on the agenda is a name change for my church. It’s a pretty big deal. All five sites are joining for a celebratory service and I got roped into rapping a verse in the kid’s song. It’s actually lots of fun, although watching back the vlog footage I have many awkward moments on stage when I get bored and start looking around like an A.D.D kid. You can hopefully look forward to the vlog on the Srizzil Extra channel soon. UPDATE: Watch the vlog here.

 

This week, as with every other, I plan to achieve the miraculous and get all my studying done on schedule. Wish me luck.

 

2010 Reflections

Monday, December 27th, 2010

2010. The hideous beast of a rollercoaster has past, but it has left its mark. Growing as a person seems to have become compulsory somewhere along the line, and this year is no exception. People say you grow through hard times, they’re right. You do. You are forced to. I find it increasingly difficult to claim that I have gone through hard times when I know I am blessed. I have wealth. Not just financially, but spiritually, in friendships and in family. There is much to be thankful for.  So when I talk of hardship I talk of finding one’s place in this world, something which each one of us must do.

At the beginning of 2010 I was filled with anticipation and excitement. I believed this would be the year I find out what God is planning, what’s coming around the corner. God, however, had different plans. I come out of 2010 with even more questions unanswered.

In 2009 I had auditioned for my first movie role. I had fluffed the first audition, but went on to post another online and received a call back. In 2010 I had to accept my first movie NO. At the time I was disappointed, in hindsight I am thankful. The audition process had given me experience I needed to have, and given me confidence to do it again. The role, on the other hand, was not something that would have been good for me for numerous reasons. After much struggle, I got a late call to assist the casting department for the same movie. Again, it was not what I had expected, but I moved mountains to be there and worked hard for no recognition. I can happily say it was a fantastic decision. I got to experience my first set, and to see the boring side, the reality, of making movies. I got to meet amazing people and stay in a beautiful place. I came out of the short time with more knowledge and an intensified passion.

This passion put a heavy struggle on my studies. Accounting at university level has never been even slightly interesting to me, but it has become part of my journey. For reasons God alone knows, I have been sent along this path, and I can only trust it will work out for the best. By God’s grace I completed my degree at the end of this year, and will go on to study honours in the next. There is no doubt in my mind that this is where God wants me to be, I just don’t understand why.

My love of music has had fuel added to its flames. Thanks to some special friends, some of them who I only met this year, I have grown in confidence. I joined the church worship team, and am slowly getting used to singing in public. I have acquired a new interest in the drums, where I sneakily grab sticks after a youth meeting and make some noise, and hope to learn more.

The Soccer World Cup being in our back yard was an experience of a life time. I never got to see a game in the stadium but I got to experience it with thousands of ordinary South Africans on our beautiful beachfront. It forced our government to clean up our beautiful city, and return the beachfront to its glory.

Srizzil has finally found its direction, as a personal portfolio of entertainment for others to enjoy, and is flourishing under its new direction. This year alone I have gained over 13 300 video views across my YouTube channels, a 370% increase over the year before.

I have made many amazing new friends, and lost some along the way. I’ve laughed my heart out, and cried like it could never be put back. I’ve seen God do crazy things, and I’ve spent time with more who refuse to see he exists.

Overall 2010 has been a year of lessons, hard ones, but lessons that I needed to learn. I can only hope 2011 teaches me so much more.

PLEASE! – The retelling

Monday, December 27th, 2010

Camping in the mountains for a week is very different from sticking around at home. For one, the group’s dishes need to hauled up to the washing building and cleaned. One night, whilst we were happily washing dishes and making noise, a strange man appeared. I’ll let Zibu, Kate, and Alicia fill you in on the rest:

Confusion

Thursday, September 10th, 2009

EmoI never used to understand why people said life was complicated. To me, it seemed very simple. Wake up, go to school, learn, see friends, have fun, play sport, go home to family, sleep and repeat.

Life was good, maybe too good. I couldn’t relate to people’s hardship, their inability to see God or even why they didn’t like school. Sure, some lessons are boring, but friends were there to get you through. Now I understand.

It’s not that life is complicated, it’s us. People are complicated. I just got complicated. I have hopes and dreams that are bigger than me. Ideas far beyond what I can construct right now. Yet, here I sit. In lecture after lecture, being taught things I have no interest in. Have I given up on my dreams? No. Am I taking a safe route? No. I’m walking through the only door open right now, waiting for an escape, a window letting in some light, an opportunity to finally be me.

Unfortunately the only door available for me to walk through has thrown me off balance. I feel disconnected from life, floating arbly observing the mess, screaming for a way out. My mind wonders as the lectures drag on, my emotions rise as I begin to question all that I know.

What I had learnt in the good times was that hard times would come. It was imminent at some point. Yet I wasn’t ready, I couldn’t be ready for a pain so abstract it can’t be put into words. Confusion is the closest word in the English language that can describe my situation.

Why is this the only door open? What am I supposed to gain from doing these things? How do I stay positive when everything around me is negative? How do I get by before the opportunity of escape comes? More importantly, how do I enjoy this time even through struggle and how do I do it without regrets?