Posts Tagged ‘God’

Trusting God entirely

Thursday, June 2nd, 2011

I was reading Luke 12 vs 22-34 and it began to stir something in my heart. That’s Christian talk for it got me thinking and the thinking was influenced by God. Here’s the paragraph from the New King James Version:

 

22 Then He said to His disciples, “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; nor about the body, what you will put on. 23 Life is more than food, and the body is more than clothing. 24 Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap, which have neither storehouse nor barn; and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? 25 And which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? 26 If you then are not able to do the least, why are you anxious for the rest? 27 Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 28 If then God so clothes the grass, which today is in the field and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will He clothe you, O you of little faith? 29 “And do not seek what you should eat or what you should drink, nor have an anxious mind. 30 For all these things the nations of the world seek after, and your Father knows that you need these things. 31 But seek the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added to you. 32 “Do not fear, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. 33 Sell what you have and give alms; provide yourselves money bags which do not grow old, a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches nor moth destroys. 34 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

 

It’s a pretty well known scripture for those that have been in the Church for a while and yet I don’t think it’s been seen for all it is. Most preachers would use this to teach not to worry and to trust God, which is great, but I think there’s more to this passage.

 

Jesus isn’t just talking about not worrying and trusting him for the little things in our lives, I think Jesus is challenging us to go even further than that.

 

Verse 33: Sell what you have and give alms; provide yourselves money bags which do not grow old, a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches nor moth destroys.

 

Sell what I have? How will I live? I need to work, to save, to build up great wealth, to have a house, a car and a yapping dog behind my electrified fence. I personally feel this is a challenge to give as much as I can, not just a percentage, but everything to those in need.

 

I’ve been debating the purpose of life with myself and bounced some of my ideas off my atheist friend. When asked what his drive was in life, he said he wanted to better humanity. Has that worked so far? Recently I watched a documentary on some men from the Sudan, who had never even used electricity, move to New York and begin to live in the US. The light switch alone was fascinating to them. After a few years they spoke to them again and the wonders of our better world had only made their lives worse. They were now working most of the time, they had piles of bills to pay and they were juggling the intense schedule the modern world creates. If that’s the purpose of your life, it’s not looking so good.

 

I would argue life is not worth living if it’s in a Godless world. That world would have no purpose. If my purpose is to serve God, to be his hands in the world, to love and help others – not just Christians, then how do I do that? Clearly this verse tells me stocking up wealth is futile. Perhaps the challenge is to live in that danger zone. The zone any reasonable accountant would never get anywhere near, living from day to day. Relying on God alone to provide and not stocking up. Imagine that. Imagine never being held down by possessions. Imagine giving away the majority of your pay check the moment it arrives because there’s no need to stock up. God will provide.

 

Is this thought so out there? We talk about it, but we’re too scared to drop our safety net we’ve built up and rely solely on God. I feel challenged by this. I believe it takes a real connection with God to know when the right time is to give and when the right time is to build up in the expectation of giving. It’s gotten me excited to get out there and earn some money so that I can put it into practice. But perhaps I can give God other things to work with while I’m a student. What about my time? What about my skills? The possibilities are endless. If I stop worrying about doing well according to the worlds check list and start helping God with his, my life has a purpose. My life is now worth living.

 

Churches – Blah

Thursday, March 17th, 2011

Churches. Blah. The mere mention of the word brings bad thoughts to millions of people around the world. Those places that take all your money and buy the head pastors fancy BMWs, the place full off hypocrites? Let’s talk about them.

 

I’ve been to many churches in my short life, either attending them regularly or visiting them, and regardless of their motto or their amazing ideas (Grace message anyone? Jesus’ entire life was to give us grace. This is no revelation. It should be the foundation of everything we talk about) they all have at least one major flaw, people.

 

Churches are run like businesses, and they’re proud of it

 

This isn’t a business you prune, this is God’s house. Wake up. You’re spending money on fancy lights, cameras, computers, banners, flyers, and websites when people are starving. Spend the money on feeding the poor, building homes, and blessing people who are struggling.

 

Now before you get defensive and say we have to reach people, think about this. If the church was the place it should be. Where people are being healed, where you could walk in and feel the presence of God and praise God in whatever way you wanted, where people weren’t judging each other and everybody was filled with pure joy, don’t you think people would talk? You wouldn’t need one shred of advertising. People would do it for you. They’d run home and Facebook their friends, tweet their followers and phone their grandparents. People would come. I guarantee it. Before you know it, the government would be on your side because you’re helping them by just doing what God told you to do. Love people, and help those in need.

 

Now, here’s where things get a little confusing. Having those fancy things can actually be a blessing. Do you have an amazing worship team, that are actually amazing musicians but they use their talents to praise God? If you have the money, why not make a CD? Now you can sell it and have more money to spend on helping people. Not on buying more fancy things, or going to some conference.

 

Don’t waste money on ridiculously fancy cameras to supersize your pastor’s funny face so people in the back can see him sweat. Use the cameras to create videos that get people thinking and talking about God, and again you can sell them to make money to give more to people in need. The more the church gives, the more it will grow. This is biblical stuff people, not just nice ideas.

 

Churches need to stop wasting money on fancy equipment they don’t use properly and start using it on helping people. Why not give this week’s offering to the Red Cross to help Japan? Oooo, no! There’s a budget in place, this is a business. Rubbish. This is God’s church. Give and God will provide.

 

Stop judging people

 

There are some crazy church people running around telling gay people God hates them. What absolute nonsense. God hates SIN, NOT the people sinning. If gay people should be accepted anywhere it should be in the church. Don’t judge their sin. It’s between them and God. God wants to love people, that love will open people’s eyes and they won’t want to sin. Picketing and hating people will never solve anything. Welcome them into the church. Witches, crazy people, beggars, murderers, they should all be welcome in the church. Let them see God’s love, let them feel it, and let them choose it for themselves.

 

Poor church, rich pastor

Now for something that kills many people. Rich pastors, the ones that are living in luxury when people suffer. Now having a rich pastor isn’t actually a bad thing. People in the church should be rich, because they have God’s blessing over their lives. But, if the church isn’t doing what they’re supposed to be doing, if they aren’t giving with reckless abandonment and reaching the needy and helping people build strong relationships with God, then we have a problem. And when people notice, I don’t think the church is doing its job.

 

If the church could just do these things, the things it’s supposed to do, the things close to God’s heart: loving his people, blessing his people, reaching out to his people. The things we get in the way of. It would be radical. We could change the world.

 

A side note of caution

 

Just because we do these things, it doesn’t mean God can’t use us. God can use anything for his glory, and he does. If he didn’t, we wouldn’t have one growing church. Isn’t that the beauty of God? Despite our flawed understanding of him, he blesses what we do regardless, because he loves us.

 

Disagree? Have something to add? That’s what the comments are for. I love how Rob Bell put it, “God has spoken and the rest is commentary.” I may be right, I may be wrong, I may be both. We’re all in this journey learning more about our amazing creator, and teaching each other. I want to hear your thoughts. Go.

 

CityHill Church Launch

Wednesday, March 9th, 2011

It finally arrived. HCF is now CityHill church. The 6th of March was an amazing day, thousands gathered from all the church’s sites in one venue. There was excitement in the air as the church began to worship God together and celebrate his amazing love.

I was involved in the Promise Land, our children’s church’s, rap. The most daunting part was trying to remember all those words. It’s amazing how, even though you know the words, when you stand on a stage the words can disappear. In the end I remembered most of them, and improvised for some. It was an awesome privilege to be a part of such an iconic moment in the church’s history.

Visit CityHill’s website here to find out more.

Special thanks to Mandy Rothquel, Msizi Hadebe, Cole Marshall and Ayanda for filming different bits for me.

Meet Logan

Saturday, February 26th, 2011

I was going through some old videos on my computer this morning and found this video. If you haven’t heard it before, this little boy’s story will break your heart, and highlight the amazing work God did at the cross. God doesn’t only talk to preachers, in fact God would rather talk directly to you.

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2010 Reflections

Monday, December 27th, 2010

2010. The hideous beast of a rollercoaster has past, but it has left its mark. Growing as a person seems to have become compulsory somewhere along the line, and this year is no exception. People say you grow through hard times, they’re right. You do. You are forced to. I find it increasingly difficult to claim that I have gone through hard times when I know I am blessed. I have wealth. Not just financially, but spiritually, in friendships and in family. There is much to be thankful for.  So when I talk of hardship I talk of finding one’s place in this world, something which each one of us must do.

At the beginning of 2010 I was filled with anticipation and excitement. I believed this would be the year I find out what God is planning, what’s coming around the corner. God, however, had different plans. I come out of 2010 with even more questions unanswered.

In 2009 I had auditioned for my first movie role. I had fluffed the first audition, but went on to post another online and received a call back. In 2010 I had to accept my first movie NO. At the time I was disappointed, in hindsight I am thankful. The audition process had given me experience I needed to have, and given me confidence to do it again. The role, on the other hand, was not something that would have been good for me for numerous reasons. After much struggle, I got a late call to assist the casting department for the same movie. Again, it was not what I had expected, but I moved mountains to be there and worked hard for no recognition. I can happily say it was a fantastic decision. I got to experience my first set, and to see the boring side, the reality, of making movies. I got to meet amazing people and stay in a beautiful place. I came out of the short time with more knowledge and an intensified passion.

This passion put a heavy struggle on my studies. Accounting at university level has never been even slightly interesting to me, but it has become part of my journey. For reasons God alone knows, I have been sent along this path, and I can only trust it will work out for the best. By God’s grace I completed my degree at the end of this year, and will go on to study honours in the next. There is no doubt in my mind that this is where God wants me to be, I just don’t understand why.

My love of music has had fuel added to its flames. Thanks to some special friends, some of them who I only met this year, I have grown in confidence. I joined the church worship team, and am slowly getting used to singing in public. I have acquired a new interest in the drums, where I sneakily grab sticks after a youth meeting and make some noise, and hope to learn more.

The Soccer World Cup being in our back yard was an experience of a life time. I never got to see a game in the stadium but I got to experience it with thousands of ordinary South Africans on our beautiful beachfront. It forced our government to clean up our beautiful city, and return the beachfront to its glory.

Srizzil has finally found its direction, as a personal portfolio of entertainment for others to enjoy, and is flourishing under its new direction. This year alone I have gained over 13 300 video views across my YouTube channels, a 370% increase over the year before.

I have made many amazing new friends, and lost some along the way. I’ve laughed my heart out, and cried like it could never be put back. I’ve seen God do crazy things, and I’ve spent time with more who refuse to see he exists.

Overall 2010 has been a year of lessons, hard ones, but lessons that I needed to learn. I can only hope 2011 teaches me so much more.